DaveFen

Been so long never updated my personal blog in Friendster. Been using most of my time for FROG-ing in my my class online. I am kinda miss my private moment to just write something more personal rather than disucssing my learning process with my classmate. But it doens’nt mean am neglected them too

Split personality, indeed very useful when u can use it in the right time and right place, been practicing this psychology phenomenon lately. I am using my other personality when bloging this site I need to strip naked my mind to vomiting what is in my ‘ amadela’ (primitive brain).

Lately, been so heavy and messy day for my poor brain. I am not able to control my self juggling between work, study and personal life…it seem all become study life.. 24/7 nonstop thinking make my poor brain drains to dry. But when you stop thinking means that your brain start damaging…its ironinc.

Manipulating is the best way to pecify my mind. Confirmation bias what I seek for… so I rather stop this process than I will be feeding up with my own mind with full of hallucination.

Well, I enjoy very much the learning, its so rich of experience that I can actually derive a lot of psychology of learning from others, the way they behave..make me become behaviorist toward them too. Being behaviorist is Un-avoidable, its human nature. But Of course I willing to be more cognitivst. I need to really practice that in order to fulfill my metacognitive process.

Sigh…what I talking about btw… I just need to vomiting what I hold for quite sometime… Frustration for my own high standard? been so tough to my self!

By the Grace of the God I am what I am… it compassionate me !